Sunday
sometimes, i don't feel that i belong to this world.
U?to?pi?a–noun
1.
an imaginary island described in Sir Thomas More's Utopia (1516) as enjoying perfection in law, politics, etc.
2.
(usually lowercase) an ideal place or state.
3.
(usually lowercase) any visionary system of political or social perfection.i seriously wonder if i am just too nice for my own good. I do feel as thot i am kicked around like a dog or something. Don't try to explain something that doesn't even sound logical.
I am a princess, a member of utopia. I live in the world of my own *as what my sister always say* - in a good way. I lived in an ideal place of perfection, which clearly explains my initial love for WHITE and only PURE WHITE things.
Yet, this princess live in this world. the world and i have serious conflict in values. at times when the ideals of the world challenge me (the people of this world challenge me), I feel that perhaps am I in the right place.
I believe that everyone is good and deserve a second chance. The world doesn't think so I believe that everyone big or small should be treated with respect. Yet, the world thinks that only people w power / or ppl who DESERVE respect. i believe that friends are friends, no matter what. Friends don't hurt each other INTENTIONALLY. Yet, it is just not so. I believe that a relationship is about 2 people. YET, it doesn't seem like it.i seriously doubt my existance in this world. *correction - I am not intending to kill myself or anything like that*. But, I doubt the existance of my type of people. The UTOPIANs. Ja said that the world goes round because of people like me. Perhaps there are just too much of sketism in this world. To balance the world *in terms of matrix*, there are ppl like me. Well, i am not alone, there are 2 Utopians in the choir - Gerry and Nick.
Perhaps a lot more in the world.
I do admire Jasmine's gift of being streetwise. She knows how to get involved with her bf's family. Get to know the mother - so she would not get the mother - in - law problem. As Julian's mother said, " I AM JUST UNREALISTIC OPTIMISTIC." Perhaps, I think of life / or friends or people and situation a little too simple. Well, isn't it nice to have a simple world?
Anyway, think about it. EVERY optimistic person is unrealistic. Optimistic is a person that dares to hope. DARES to think of the impossible. How can a realistic person who is INTERESTED IN THE REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL world be optimisitc.
Hahah!
CLAUSES: - The above thots are a true reflection of an Utopian. The rest of the world, do not take it too seriously. Talking about being illogical. I guess, it is going to take time for the world to be a better place.
If one idiot slams the door at ur face,
move on to the next door.
If a person doesn't appreciate you,
move on ... there are to many people out there waiting for an Utopian.
Madeleine, remember that you want to reach out and be an angel to 7, 777 people in the world! Well, in our culture, most people wouldn't bother to encourage or affirm the people. I hope that I have the good fortune of having a funeral, before I die *just like tuesday with morrie*
that would be so cool.
it takes 1 min 2 find a special person,
1 hour 2 appreciate them,
1 day 2 love them.
But 1 lifetime to forget them
princess maddie.
